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Trying To Breathe In the Swirling Heat of Life's Dust Storm

I was literally sitting at my desk, going through old papers, when I started hyperventaliting. Deep breath in, out, close the eyes, focus, then ponder how in the world someone who once had stellar credit, money in the bank, a home, and a future, ended up with next to nothing, wanting, and grasping for straws. Perhaps that is a bit dramatic, but not too far from accurate. In an ever transparent way, the past thirteen years since leaving a well-paying corporate position have been less than ideal. It has been enough of a struggle to make me wonder if it was just me. When I was lamenting and thinking it was just me, in a roundabout way, someone reminded me that it was not just me and it was by design. Even Prince Georges County, Maryland, is seeing their generation prestige being swept away in the residue of the subprime mortgage crisis, the crashed economy, and the stifling racism that has strangled out many professionals who had more than a little bit of melanin in their skin....

This Is All A Mess We Saw Coming

This country is at one of the most dangerous times we have ever been in. How did this happen? When I look back over the course of my fifty-two years (just had a birthday and wonderously fabulous Mother's Day), I wonder about the kids I grew up with who are now parents and grandparents. What made so many of them so mean? Hillary Clinton, a full-fledged baby boomer, is leading in the Democratic polls. Bernie Sanders, an octogenarian, is pulling hard against time to finally be able to get a "for the people" democratic message heard. Then there is the orange sexist, Donald Trump, who has used his media savvy and sheer narcissism to pull the covers back from America's polite evil. For the majority of the past two  years, on my facebook page especially, I have unrelentingly posted about the racism, sexism, xenophobic, bigotted, misogny that is taking over all reality.  I know I wrote and posted, linked articles and commented. Compelled, even. Not to be one of those ...